the meaning of working life.....

it seems like i'm addicted to write in this blog. but for sure it won't be for long. my life is always like that. almost there are never anything that can interest me for so long before me getting bored. i don't like doing something which is the same everyday but when working, although it almost virtually the same office, the same people i met everyday, it was always interesting. i think it is the fact that i'm learning every second during working. everything is new to me. it was like the more i know, i feel the gap is bigger between me and all the experienced staff in my office. but lucky me, they are always giving me a helping hand, correcting my mistakes, teaching me all their knowledge.
i think slowly i'm catching up with them....hopefully not that slow..=)

like when i juz started working here, i was always amazed by my mentor. there are always people from other OPU wanna visit the plant. so they need an experience staff to be their guide. so the guide must explain about the plant operation, the process, the personnel and bla bla...so it needs lots of knowledge. i'm not ashamed to admit that sometimes i imagine myself was the guide. the satisfaction that i would feel when looking at their amazed face on how well versed i am about my plant. i think that dream was 4 months ago. now it was no more an imagination.
i am actually doing that very same thing now. like last week, twice i bring in visitors into my plant. by visitors doesn't mean like the leisure tourist. this visitors sometimes is actually a Principal engineer which is far more knowledgeable than me. they need information about the plant operation to study if there are any improvement that can be made to enhance the plant output. so u could imagine how many questions they were throwing at me at a time. but i'm enjoying every little bit of it coz they basically asking me the thing that i already know! haha..
i'm building up my confidence level because sometimes, the number of visitors are so many that it almost need not juz confident but also courage to simply talk in front of them. technical talking is far more different that the mere presentation. so imagine how i would feel talking to them! but i'm very grateful to my mentor for all his knowledge given to me. although it is juz a small portion compared to his experience, i'm satisfied because deep down in my heart, i know he will guide me to be better.
some of my friends asked me if i'm enjoying my work? i would answer better...i'm not trading it for any other work. i wanna enjoy learning and working here, from the very bottom of the chain to the top most that my capabilities will allow me. coz ambition alone won't get me nowhere. i must have the capability to support that ambition. and for me, there's no use of dreaming to be the bos now. i'm juz hope that i could do the best that i could everyday, step by step and juz measure what i'm capable to achieve. if it is till reaching the very top, so be it. nobody can stop my ambition, coz i never dream bigger than what i could actually achieve. my dream for now is to be one step higher that where i am now and the steps will keep on going upwards till i'm satisfied. thats basically how i measure myself. got any objection anybody?hehehe.....